可怜

我在书局看到一本书写说

“可怜的不是你被伤害了，而是你被伤害后，你都把其他的幸福都给拒于门外，把门关起来。”

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事实对吧？=)

think about it. . . . . . 

the night

when the sky gtting darker and darker....

ppl are like me still on9 ing.

had been see ing one by one of my frens going to off...

the feels is like..

when u see the moon doesnt see the star beside..

always feel like lack of something...

lonely.

when ppl ask "y still on9?"

this most difficult to ans.

ans in my heart : i finding the thing i "lost" ?

who will really understand it?

is tat thing important ?

nt really.

tis .......sometimes cant explain to be really clear.

its toward our heart, our feels.

ppl : " then go sleep lor"

tis nt hard...

bt, when u bring the feels like tat going to bed, still the same..

the "thing" wont appear.

ya...no matter how we also hv to sleep everyday, everynight.....

the nxt day night coming..

will repeat the same thing..

still looking and finding the thing i feel "lost" in somewhere.

funny ?isnt?

TIRED

sooooooooooooooooooo tired....................

had sacrificed 3 days 3 nights for the work....

guess wat finally?

I'm late...

unable to have verbal presentation....

so?

dnt knw how many marks going to lost....

thats wat i gt...tats the destiny ...

disappointed?

be surprise 

i had felt nth on it. 

may be i exhausted tat day ald...no much feeling...

lec nt allow then tats it..

i didnt expect any...cause i knw he wont do it.

most the lec and teachers will like, concentrate, put the heart ....etc to the BEST student..

i mean best..

wat for others?

jz simply go through?

where's the FAIR for the others?

ERM...SORRY...TATS NTH FAIR ON THIS WORLD..

is NTH....

for make things serious, b4 tat ensure u, urself dnt always PLAY FUN with US then..

nobody knw which or when u talk serious or fun.

HAIZ

jz gambateh on the nxt project ba.

the nxt ?will u repeat same thing again?

I WILL SEE.

really tired..physical....the heart, anything...

how long ? how long i been didnt update my blog ?

i also dnt knw..

cny tomorrow is the last day...

so fast, everything passed so fast..

cny, every year hav different mood..

the mood going to doent hv the cny feel when we gtting grow up and up.

and it has another feeling.

feel ...where the family feel?

where the "heart's warm" feel ?

where the childhood feel?

y we cant jz like children ?

enjoy cny and hav fun ?

ply fire crackers, gamble, full run take red pocket...etc

y when we grow up cant jz put down everything and hv fun at cny ?

every times changes....

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today went out with primary school frens.

nt bad..

chit chat, hv fun, lunch and snowflake and last movie.

frens still keep the class photo...lol..

unfortunately i didnt buy tat time...

it refresh our childhood memory......

i hv a great time at primary school..

enjoy it too...ply (basketball, bola tampar...rumah sukan...color & draw) competition...

even had competition outside...is really good experience for me..

bt when secondary school..all gone.feel sad..

turn to now..

all jz become MY MEMORY ....

11.11.11

jz see so many ppl comment and post about 11/11/11...

how and how..bla bla bla .....

so the nxt time we going to meet 12/12/12 right ?

at tis time jz feel to text someone and tell 

I MISS YOU 

on the time 11.11.11 11:11 am even pm also..

bt,

the feel had been pass almost 3 weeks ago.

for now, 

i thinking...is tat going to text or nt?

dunno....

may be will text bt didnt send.

u knw, send msg also need some courage to do it.

ME GUSTA YOU

*****

no mood totally, 

worried about her,

can gt cover soon geh, i knw it!

gambateh!

support u!

my body is here, 

bt my heart and my soul do not.

fly to tat side ald.

T^T~