11.11.11

jz see so many ppl comment and post about 11/11/11...

how and how..bla bla bla .....

so the nxt time we going to meet 12/12/12 right ?

at tis time jz feel to text someone and tell 

I MISS YOU 

on the time 11.11.11 11:11 am even pm also..

bt,

the feel had been pass almost 3 weeks ago.

for now, 

i thinking...is tat going to text or nt?

dunno....

may be will text bt didnt send.

u knw, send msg also need some courage to do it.

ME GUSTA YOU

*****

no mood totally, 

worried about her,

can gt cover soon geh, i knw it!

gambateh!

support u!

my body is here, 

bt my heart and my soul do not.

fly to tat side ald.

T^T~

***

stomachache again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

it remind me tat moment, tat time,

tat time feel comfortable although is pain

bt tis time is MORE PAIN, 

cause tis time,

changed.

change to uncomfortable,

change to feel helpless,

even feel lonely...

dislike the feel like tat..

bt tats the fact...

wat can i do?

T^T

依然愛你~~

STILL LOVE YOU~~

AND I

WAITING FOR YOU~~ 

second of the day

I don't mind your odd behavior

It's the very thing I savor

If you were an ice cream flavor

You would be my favorite one ♥ 

My imagination sees You

Like a painting by van gogh

Starry nights and bright sunflowers

Follow you where you may go 

 Oh, I've loved you from the start
 

In every single way

And more each passing day

 You ~

 
 are brighter than the stars
 

Believe me when i say,

 It's nt about ur scar

 It's all about ur heart

You're a butterfly held captive 

 Small and safe in your cacoon 

 Go on, 

You can take your time

Time is said to heal all wounds

  

Oh, I've loved you from the start
 

In every single way

  And more each passing day

 You ~

 
 are brighter than the stars
 

Believe me when i say,

 It's nt about ur scar

 It's all about ur heart

 

Like a lock without a key, 

Like a mystery, without a clue

 There is no me if i cannot have you

 

Oh, I've loved you from the start
 

In every single way

  And more each passing day

 You ~

 
 are brighter than the stars
 

Believe me when i say,

 It's nt about ur scar

 It's all about ur heart~

the day after tat

no matter how hard is it........

i jz waiting for.

nt going to make trouble to u .

bt jz waiting

nt to gv pressure 

bt im serious.

u the one and only 

HOPE THE DAY will COME.

correct

wat all i guess b4, 

are correct..

and 

finally face it...

hv to say...

tats the last until now. 

i wish i hope 

can hv another chance...

believe me ? i can and i will to.......w..............

bkful urself please............

* take care~

SORRY for it.... 

 ╔♫═╗╔╗ ♥╔♫═╗╔╗ ♥
 ╚╗╔╝║║♫═╦╦╦╔╗ ╔╔╗y
 ╔╝╚╗♫╚╣║║║║╔╣ ║║║
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只要我爱你，我就决不放弃…因为我真的不想失去你…我真的放不下​…

我们一起，那是一种恩赐；
我们相爱，那是一种缘分；
我们牵手，那是一种表达；
我们拥抱，那是一种温暖；
我们亲吻，那是一种疼爱；
我们吵架，那是一种沟通；
我们哭泣，那是一种气氛；
我们大笑，那是一种快乐；
我们恩爱，那是一种幸福；
♂(★◕‿◕)❤(◕‿◕✿)♀

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*** 分手後 哭的越傷心的人應該要笑的越大聲 因為你失去了一個不愛你的人 他卻失去了一個愛他的人 他的損失才大勒****
…爱……♥
……上……♥
………你……♥
…………不……♥
……………需……♥
……………………要……♥
…………………理……♥
……………………由……♥
曾經深深相信 你我之間有一條連繫著的線
總有一天會牽引著你我相知相惜 深深愛戀到永遠

這麼的相信了好多年 好多年 好多年
好多年都以為這就會是永遠
以為等你ㄧ陣子 你就奉獻我一輩子

常常想著你的臉 就能微笑得很甜
日夜期待著牽著手的那一天 你的眼中只有我們的相戀
曾經堅定的相信能夠 深深愛戀到永遠 永 遠 永遠

曾經以為十指緊緊握住的那一條線
其實不用放手就不見
因為根本沒有心繫的那條線

是該放手了 我選擇………
==========♥♥♥♥♥♥당신이 사랑♥♥♥♥♥♥==========
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力 不 从 心

why like tis ....

tell me y.....

wat should i do ?

wat can i do?

no much mood ever....

is doesnt matter how i care,

cant control

lost control

i'm lose i'm lose i'm lose i'm lose 

totally feel LOSE.... ='(

MOOD↓↓↓↓↓↓

haiz...

feel the chang ing,

bt dnt wish to happen,

dnt feel like wanna leave it

bt when the truth come

watever also hv to

the problem is

wat is the truth?

11/10/11

since from tat night,

hv a bit bad feeling,

bt still ok.

until jz nw, when u two saw each other,

start to think,

whould u hv the feeling started from tat night?

and ask, do u think u can win to him?

wat u better hv?

no confident is the worst u hv.

leave it!

u r the best, u knw?

**********

02/10/2011

everything started new today....

hv a good starting.....

hv a good feeling....

i like it so much...

muacks!!!

bibi~~~

why jz nw i gt feel on u ?

slowly i had been effect by u ..u knw?

wat emotion on u almost is same to me.......

tis feeling hv abit weird for me u knw?

dnt had tat feeling before on me.

when every times saw u act strong in front of us,

i gt the same feeling on u...tat is u jz outside strong bt inside can like easy to break like the glass..

i saw bt i dnt knw how to open my mouth to ask about it.

LAZY r~~~~~~~~~~~

lazy mood come .....

y holidays arent holidays???

haiz............

how can i put down it?

=.=

IF I DIE YOUNG~

is time to gv up?

is it?

i hv no idea also...

wat should i do?

wat can i do?

how do i do?

i miss you, nt u,bt u..

Effect~

HAIZ....

wat thing can so effective to me?

y i cant concentrate my work?

when heard it, y still hv a little bit pain?

wanna regret also too late.....

bt may be that is better way...

1 is force 2 also is force...

force really so tired..................

SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE!!

ooo....~眼泪

感觉不好受。。。

I WISH MY EYES COULD SPEAK WHAT MY HEART FEELS FOR YOU,

COZ MY LIPS CAN LIE ON WHAT IS TRUE. 

MY EYES COULDN'T COZ EVEN IF I CLOSE THEM I COULD STILL SEE YOU.

finally....tats the ans...

knw it and gt it....

originally, wat i tot jz nonsense 

so.. 

END UP.

BYE!

3

feel

cold.

cnt 

gt 

warm 

any

more

从前的不再，

如今的过去，

未来的不知。

唯能微笑面对。

LEAVE IT..

only way

haiz.....

no mood do any...

no mood eat...

heart r heart...wat u gonna to do...=-=

ya...right...talk n action always different..

cant forget.

gone

wat can i do......nth ....haiz.

hv to be greatness n blessing

old ald....

because of the assign...

finally....

"white hair" come out jor...

my body sure had some thing wrong............

may be ...

accidently gone.........

who knw?

 wait die.

wat to feel now? 

happy or sad?

被利用了而被抛弃的那个。。。

ANTI - SMOKE R

ANTI SMOKE !!!!!!!

1.

long time didnt appear jor...

almost forgot i had a blog tim...

haiz...

status :

moody...

hard to describe

tired

stop working

y y y.....nobody will.......

is hard to be human .

die better..

soon

DUNNO ME

好想

好想~做以前没能做到的事，

好想~说没机会说的话“对不起”

好想~做之前没勇气做的事，

好想~呆在一个人也不认识的地方，独立

好想~疯疯癫癫的玩乐，

好想~尝试没试过的东西，

好想~不理任何事，和伴侣旅游，

好想~回去做了不应该做的事的那时候再作决定才做。

好想~

但，过去了

但，于事无补了，

但，错过了，

但，没办法，

但，放不开，

但，不敢，

但，没这机会，

但，没可能。

为什么？为什么？

为什么这世界会有高与低，富与贫的区分？

在之前，每个人都平等的世界，是多么的无忧无虑，

为什么不公平事那么多，

为什么这世界变得那么恶？

为什么人们都在忙着到头来不知道为什么而忙的东西？

为什么最终得到的是空虚？

在没金钱，利益之分的世界里，人是那么的融洽。

但有了后却为之恶，

从善良之心--〉人心--〉人面兽心

那么，何谓礼？何谓義？何谓联？何谓智？何谓信？何谓情？

想念当时~

u don knw

u don know when u all one word, one sentence, one reject, one unhappy, 

destroy how many guys used how long time....to think out the idea the plan n etc 

to gt u all happy, feel warm, feel happiness..

bt once reject...guys hv to think n think n think many bt jz to gv out one word or one sentence .

u knw how bad the feeling?

used long time to think even had no idea also need to "die" come out ...

we guys jz wanna u all can knw how we use our heart, our love, our cares to gv u all...

tired

tired r tired.....

hope can faster finish it....

whole body gonna to break down soon....

u hvn die i die first r....==!

fast end r....nt to u bt for me good.

heart tired also...

past

everything gone,

pass through,

but will be left down the memories.

memories help u to know that what's the difference between the past and present.

everything going to be different, change, evolution.

sometimes when we already run certain distance will like to standing "in front" and look backward,

say that, how goods, how sad, how complicated compare to now what n what....

have to learn go forward and doesn't because the past make us to stop there,

however we need to "look" forward, make things come truth.

the past was past.

watever is how hard, how tired need to be strong to keep up fight for future.

老师~

老师~

多谢您，我的心总算有那么一点点的松了。

其实，好久好久好久了，没有个适合的对象来~

让我倾诉。

今天~到老师家，

和老师聊天

当，说到某样东西时。。。

在当下，眼泪在打滚

好想让泪流下，

但最后忍了。

不管怎样，说了顿时有那么的一点松了

不过，就那么的顿时，

再说到某样，又有点沉了。

haiz................. 

LIFE is like that, we can see how reality the human being go through...

somemore...will let u see how ~how ~ or can say is wat type of "frens" we called.

thx teacher gv the advice, i will try.....if i can ..if i able to ....

teacher sometimes nt i don know, is sometimes better to act don know better then know..

or the things nt true jz be quiet ~

ya~! right ~

from primary until now IM still the SAME .......

i wanna change IT ...bt how ?how ? how ?

i had try n try n try...

still...s...a...m...e...

where the balance?????

where i can gt u ??

where r u "station" ???

i need yoU, right here right now~T^T

dropped...dropped...dropped...

wait...

WAIT...

I WAITING for u~~~

mood 

rain

介意

多数的人口中说的不介意，

但是否心里真的不介意？

不介意中总会有少许的介意。

说了不介意但还时常提。

我~

关心你们介意的东西。

不过还是变不了。

现实就是这样，

改不了，

变不到。

原来~

原来，

找你的人真的寥寥无几。

据说，失去了才懂得珍惜。

但，怎样才算失去了？

当失去了，又怎么发现？

我。。。。

发现了，但选择不去珍惜。

因为，觉得不值得去珍惜。

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怎么又来了？

救救我吧~~T^T

nth

w.b.p....

T^T

moody

谁人肩膀能让我靠，

让我哭。

好。。。

想。。。

哭。。。

don't know why~

can't cry out~

stage 2 : 独立

生活在这样的环境下，

我们不得不学独立。

在别人帮不到，没能力，做不到，不愿意时，

当一切都只能靠自己双手时，

当一切只能终归于自己时，

必须学习~独立~

不能靠别人，或在某种情况下都该独立。

但，知道吗？独立-并不容易，

说不难是假的，说难又真的很难。

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真的融入不到吗？

除了功课，好像真的不能。

尝试去融入，但还是失败。

只能，做回自己。

在中学的自己。

或许~是痛苦的但总好比不上不下似的。

能做的，都做了虽然不一定有做完，

但已经不能了。

不想再那样了。

还是令人讨厌？？

一路来都一样。

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思念

真的不好受，

如果有清洗记忆的机械，

我希望把我的记忆都给洗掉，

那样就不会有那种思念。

对我来说，是痛苦。

突然，

心，

隐约的痛。

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my "god", y u didnt at my side?

y nt me?

y everytimes doesnt hv tat chance for me ?

cant gv me a chance for it?

although im nt the better one, bt i think im ok also...

is tat jz because "u" don like or nt suitable ur style?

or even is ur problem?

i knw tis world is nt fair for everythings bt also wont nt fair at everytimes, i believe it.

i wait!

~

is tat wanna feel regret or nt leh?

haiz...

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dO yOu ReMeMbEr?

cold weather~

need warm....
anythings can make me warm~